Babies and Stuff

I will definitely be praying for you!!! I am so very sorry for your loss. While I haven't been through it personally, my family has....both of my sister-in-laws have had them. One of them had three within a years time. Its so hard! I am so very thankful that it didn't have negative affects with your husband, but I can imagine the emotional stress alone left you both tired. I would think that what you are feeling is perfectly normal. I have been single for a long time with a huge longing to be married....and there are days that it is frustrating to be around my married friends....not understanding why God didn't want me to have that. I look back and see how He completely provided and has blessed me during my single life---I am sure you can (or will) see the same. Hang in there! God is so very good and even though its hard, we can look forward to growing spiritually through the trial and becoming more like Him in the process. And we can rest knowing that He has gone before us...He knows us better than we know ourselves. Proverbs 4:5-6 stands out b/c its says "lean not on your own understanding"....I have such a difficult time remembering that. I have to over-analyze everything when His understanding is perfect. I will pray that you will have peace and comfort and grow to know Him in a deeper way...and that you and your husband will have rest so that you can offer each other encouragement and comfot! Thank you so much for your honesty and spilling your heart. I will be praying!!!